What happened to me and my intact self?
I believed I was indestructible, and now I see pieces of me rolling on the floor.
I count them- the pieces-to reassure myself.
To my delight, nothing has been lost.
Perched on my post of awareness
I see my pieces are simply seeking a new arrangement.
I almost pray in tears having to trust in the between
state of being taken apart and being put back together with Heart.
That I, unlike Humpty Dumpty, and without those helpful King’s men,
will be put back together again.
There are times in each of our lives that despite the best preparation, the most awesome awareness, the most insightful insights, we feel a bit torn apart by situations. We lose our balance and almost stumble, reaching for something solid within our psyche to give us encouragement and heart.
We do not even know what to say to ourselves to keep going. And this is where blogging can come in. We are stronger than any situational limitation that confronts us. Truly, we are. Our blogs show us this. I do not know how exactly, but my blog tells me what I need to hear.
Asked to simply think about situations on my own, I would fail to find vocabulary. Put the blank posting page in front of me, though, and my Spirit sees its openings and writes and writes some more. Always winking back at me with “Are you listening? Are you listening?”
I realize what a gift I have been given. The writing is never about finding answers- it’s all about simply understanding.
This art is very important to me. On the post in the center is a basic symbol used for a pine cone (these have been appearing in my dreams). Pinecones symbolize our pineal gland, 3rd eye- our most insightful awareness. My pineal gland sits above this current situation I am in.
The pineal gland witnesses the pieces of me- which are round, colored balls – representing my chakras. Yes, they feel separated right now. I am not sure who I am. But, the strength in this image stands. There is lightness and hope in the picture and I am blessed with not only hearing, but seeing, what I need to understand.
i don’t know if anyone is feeling as I am today- but I hope the words and images give you some hope 🙂